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Viknesh
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Needs a holiday!
They say dreamers forever live free!
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Alright so this week hasnt been so good. Especially since thursday. I have learnt my lesson to never go for training when you are sick. And I learnt it the hard way. Was really dissappointed in myself and still am. I know that I suck eh. I know that my rowing and my physical level is way low. I dont need you being all sarcastic about it behind my back. If you got a big mouth that sprouts so much of crap why not say it to my face? Dont go whisper here and there. Its like being a kid, sneaking in insults behind peoples' backs. Be a man and come tell what you want to say. Man I can handle all the crude comments, the inuslts and everything else. But to actually act supportive and friendly during trainings when after all that backstabbing? That justs pisses me off. I'd rather you keep your encouragements to yourself or to someone who actually cares for it.
But I'd like to say a big THANK YOU to that someone. I was initally really pissed and wanted to rant and bitch alot more about that someone and the comment that was made (which I heard even though it was not meant for my ears). But then after some thought, a THANK YOU is more in proper. THANKS TO YOU I finally have the motivation I needed. I guess I was starting to lose the little motivation I already had. But now all of it and more is starting to come back to me. I didnt think a day would change all that. So again a big THANK YOU to you for lighting the fire in me. Because now that I have a goal, I am going to start being serious. Next time I'll make you eat your own words plus a boot or two.
Ah that felt so much better, to finally let it out. But then there is another thing that I am worried about. I hate having my intentions misunderstood. Ah crap though I know you'd read this, I aint going to try and explain myself here. I found this on the net and I'd rather you read this.
Significhi molto per me, solamente vedere la tua faccia sorridente o sentire la tua voce, si rasserenano i miei giorni peggiori e li fanno veramente migliori.
O semplicemente parlare con te, mi fa caldo e solletica dentro.
Sei sempre nei miei pensieri.
Camminarei mille miglia per vederti solamente per un minuto.
Sono innamorata di te e sono innamorata di te dalla prima volta che ti ho visto.
Hope this explains enough ?